Raining

Today is just another ordinary day. There's nothing much to tell except for the robbery going on the other yesterday. Fhoks shoes was stolen as well as mom's shoes. There was a robbers went inside our fence and for some reasons, he left his flip flops outside where he climbed up the fence close at Fhoks house. This isn't the first time happening here. Long time ago, when dad was raising roosters around our yards, his rooster were all gone when we woke up the following morning. Every strangers who buys empty liquor bottles, old news papers and steels passing around the road is dad's suspects. We have this speculations that the robbers was a kid about 13 to 15 yrs old? because the flip flops left were small sizes and he robbed only 2 pair of shoes and a pair of flip flops. Last night we are all alert... in fact, I sleep around 2 am already waiting for the robbers to come back but, unfortunately, they didn't come back.

It rains here today around 3 pm and the wind breeze was so nice and cool and so inviting to sleep. hehe
I fall asleep after I stop taking off moms white hair. It wakes me up when I suddenly notice that it was already dark outside and I have to cook rice for our supper. hehe
I was sitting outside again after we eat. I was watching the small rains falling. I miss my John as well. My life seems incomplete without him at my side. Its so amazing to have somebody to love and be loved. I never felt this awesome feelings of being so much loved and cared, before John came into my life. Yeah, I only got one ex-bf when I was in Malaysia but I never love him like seriously in love and our relationship only last about a couple of weeks then it stopped when I came back here. No more communications or whatsoever happened after that. I don't insist my self to love a person when they don't know how to fight a relationship to make it last forever. I feel so lucky to have John into my life. He maybe not, like a Hollywood's actor but he have a perfect heart that fits into my heart. I know there are lots of things to discover about him, once we are settled and live together in one house, but I'm certain that he has a kind heart and he maybe be a little bit pain sometimes just like me, but I'm sure it can be amended because we all have our individual differences ... well, I have to sleep now... until then. adios mwah!