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Monday, December 21, 2009

Q & A lastnight

I have just done editing the photos I took through web cam just now.. I took a photos of my self so my Darling john would have an idea what I look like while I'm updating my blog.

I'm wearing an outfit like in the first photo then I took off the blazer when I get home. I have a fudgee bar as my breakfast and a coffee. I'm thinking of updating my blog before going back to sleep so my Darling would have something to read in here and to give him an idea about what I had been doing.

I'm feeling sick right now, I have a cold and it makes my eyes a bit teary and hard to breathe because of the sinusitis. I can also feel that I will be having cough later. I took a shower early today like around 2:30 am. It makes me feel a bit better but I think I still need to drink a medicine.

Last night we are celebrating the 16th death anniversary of my grandma my mom's mother. I missed to take photos of my cousins and ante's in my moms' side sorry darling but among them I'm still the prettiest.. hehe jesting but actually not!.. hehe I was talking to one of my cousin last night about how I found my john and what he really is. She keep on asking me if I'm not afraid going with him later and live in there place. I replied to her that I'm not scared and if you really know the person that you truly love then there is no reason to get scared... all you need to do is to be open to your feelings and show what you really are, so both of you will know more each other and would know each limitations. I asked her, do you have plan to marry a foreigner too? she replied no because her heart wants a Filipino man only. And she asked me again, why chose a foreigner instead of a Filipino man? I replied, my heart belongs to a man who live in a very far place with a different culture than we have, I tried to chose a Filipino man but my heart is not attracted and refuses to love my fellow country man maybe my life is destined to be like this and it happeneds that my soul mate is a foreigner. No matter how you twist your fate if you are destined to have this man, fate will find a way to lead you to him. You will just surprised how things comes to what you didn't expected but it makes you feel happy and your heart feels at home and secured. So she just said, ah... then amazed. hehe Life is full of surprises in unexpected ways. So expect the unexpected...hehe enought for now... till then

I love you Darling john... speak tomorrow.. mwahh! mwaahh! mwaahh!

Friday, December 18, 2009

What a Life

This afternoon I was so feeling cross over my self. I was being harassed by the problems in life and I caught my self crying silently like tears suddenly fall down on my face and it makes me frown thinking why did I cry for this little problem I got?!.
To stop me from falling tears I made a poem to make me feel stronger. After I done writing this, I was relieve and back being Myti the great... hehe but my darling John is a bit upset today maybe because of me.. But I love him so much and I know he will be fine later... I will text him later before going to sleep to tell him that I love him so much... I love you so much my darling john.
Here's the poem I made:

Life is the most precious gift we ever have,
It allow us to experience the feelings of,
Excitement and disappointment,
Happiness and sadness,
Being proud and humiliated,
Powerful and frightened.....

When trials come along our way,
It gives us a challenge to fight for it
Without showing anybody that we
Almost feel defeated emotionally....

Some people give up, but some stands firm,
Some people cry, while other people don't,
Some people leave but some remains faithful.....

Why give up if you have enough knowledge and wisdom to overcome the trials?
Why frightened if you know you are braver than what people think?
Why worried if you know there is always a solutions?
Why chose to be sad if there is somebody waiting to comfort you?

Everyday is a new day and a new life to start with,
A new life to make things right
To correct what is wrong
To be more stronger than ever
To be more vigilant for a new challenge in life
And most of all,
To keep going and live for your love ones
Not just for your self.

Always bear in mind,
You are not alone
The love of your life is also there
Waiting for you to share your burden
When at times you could no longer carry it by yourself.

Thats all.....

Thank you listeners.. God bless! hehe

Thursday, December 17, 2009

The 9 mornings before xmas

I'm drinking coffee right now and thinking how to begin my updates.
The 9 mornings has just started yesterday and today is the second day already.
I feel so happy and contented and very eager to complete the 9 mornings before Christmas because I have something to wish for and I knew this will be granted because I have done this before and it did happened. God is so good all the time no matter how sinful we are as long as we ask forgiveness to Him specially confession for reconcilliation. He will not abandon us when ever we seek His comfort and guidance. Sincerity is the key to draw closer to Him and of course humility. I always wanted to live in a holy life but a lot of harrassment always draging me down most specially our human weaknesses the so-called built-in dark side we have like being stubborn, laziness and etc. But temptations can be avoidable its just a matter of how you descipline your built-in dark side. hehe no body is perfect though... that is why we should always ask God's guidance and enlightened us to do what is right and better.
Last night when I was about to sleep my phone rings and I was wondering who the heck phones' me then the light bulb suddenly appear in my mind and gave me an idea. hehe my Darling phones me hehe.. I love you so much my John..... I sleep well after we talk over the phone and didn't have a chance to dream because I woke up by 2 am to prepare going to church. Yez very early because yesterday it was 3:30 when we arrive at the church but we almost could not sit anymore because plenty of people are in there already. The earlier the better but I almost fall asleep inside the church. hehe after I will post this updates I'm going to sleep back again to regain my full energy. hehe I miss you my darling john.. kisses mwaahh!

Saturday, December 12, 2009

A poem for my Darling

I have a boring weekend afternoon here and nothing else to do after doing the house chores and personal hygiene so I end up thinking of writting a poem for my darling john the love of my life. Here it is:


Once, there was a boring afternoon,
Got nothing to do but to think of you,
I suddenly have an idea of writting a poem for you.

But I could not think of what to say here,
So I wonder what if I was there?
I stop for awhile and think the words to write,
And start thinking what is right.

Will you ever be completely happy when I'm with you?
Cause life becomes incomplete without you.
Since I met you,
I could not help my self not to fall in love with you.

Though I know your miles away,
My heart carry on loving you this way,
Cause I know you truely love me,
And there is no other things that will makes you completely happy but me.

Correct me if I am wrong,
But I am 100% sure that I am not wrong,
You think of me everyday,
And your love for me is getting stronger each day,
Like I do against you day to day.

Now, I have to end this letter,
And carry on later,
Cause I can sense,
I'm running out of senses... hehe joke!

I should of say I'm running out of words to say,
but my feelings for you will stay,
And remain in love for you now and forever...
kisses mwaahh!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

During the Feast of Mother Mary

Yesterday we celebrate the Feast of Mother Mary being an Immaculate Conception. A lucky person who was chosen to bare our savior Jesus Christ.The Holy Mass celebration was held in our chapel as well as the baptism for babies. Steve recieved his first sacrament called baptism during that day. When the Holy mass ended, most of the houses within our barangay had prepared variant of foods for there visitors. Later on Dad was playing basketball for the championship but they didn't get it. I ask dad why they loose, he replied, we can't be a champion because I was the one who donated the prize for the champion and its not fair.... hehe At night time, there was a show at our mini plaza for the Search of Miss Pioneer. The day runs so fast and everybody now is still so tired and a bit dizzy because they'd been drunk last night. I got photos below enjoy watching. I love you so much my Darling John. Never a single time that I miss thinking of you. I was recharging my phone and uploading photos too from camera to laptop and while doing it, I was worried my john might gonna sms me twice already and I was right cause when I turn it on, I right away receive 2 sms from my darling. I love you so much my love of my life... kissess mwaahhhh! speak later.

Steve during baptism rites

Steve and I

Picture taking after baptism with the priest and Steve's god mothers and his parents

Steve and his parents

Steve and his Aunte my younger sis Emely

Steve inside our car on the way home

The foods we prepared for our visitors

Praying before meal with the visitors

Quiarra my niece from my elder bro

My niece and nephew from Emely

Aimee Grace and I

My mom's younger sis Alona and I

Me in my outfit yesterday..hehe

Quiarra in her outfit before she change it to black

Kentoy and his uncle my little cousin from my father's brother
And the last but not the least, the most controversial housemaid of the year Juliata a.k.a Etang and Honeylyn a.k.a Inday... hehe

Sunday, November 22, 2009


Yesterday was just a fine day for me. I woke up early and had my sit ups exercise then the walking. While doing the walking I'm thinking of my darling too. I can feel he seems worried I dunno because when he told me that he dreamed a chicken I suddenly think that it could be a problem. When I read the interpretation of his dream, I was right, it is something like a worriness over something I dunno but its about the future to come. My darling and I, had an opposite dreamed. Before he dream about the chicken, I dreamed a tiger standing before me and staring at me in a very calm posture. There are two interpretation of dreaming a tiger. If you have dreamed a wild tiger, that is a reminder of a problem coming, but, if you dreamed a calm tiger, that mean, a goodluck if you will run a business and a positive energy for the coming future. I never think of a problem as a problem because it will just makes me worried. As long as there is a solution in this problem then why worried? and besides, there is some other things that when you think about it, it seems like a problem, but when you think it over from the very beggining why it becomes a problem, you will notice it ain't a problem at all. Sometimes we are just making thing a problem when in fact it isn't. So whenever you get a problem, try to think from the very beggining why this thing become a problem. And if it is indeed a problem, think of the possible solution then worry not no more.
After doing my exercise, I was thinking of talking a photos about the changes of our yard. As you can see the photos below, the posts has a long chairs now and the garden with a little fence are full of grass now before it was just a plants and a black sand.hehe
Later will be my darling's bday.. I wish I was with him so I can hug and kiss him and whisper Happy Birthday HOney... dont worry about your age its just an age.. hehe i have to end this now my darling is texting me to get online now now... I love you so much my John. kissess mwaahh!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Short love story

We have a fine morning here today its a bit cold no Sun yet but its not that gloomy. I woke up around 6 am to read my darling's updates but I dont see any updates yet. So I decided to update mine instead. Just now I heared the native people doing their instrumental caroling. I like the way they play with this long can covered with a rubber mantle. It drives you to dance. hehe
I have a little story to tell since I dont have much to share about what im doing now..
The other last night, Agaw and Batiti were sleeping at the track where it was being fixed somewhere at the car shop. That shop has lots of young boys who does smelling rugby all the time with a dirty face like they never take a bath for a year and some other man who seems like a criminal. Agaw was chase by a man who carries a long sharp knife while the car technicians was pointed with a gun by somebody and Batiti was sitting next to him and he never does anything but to sit and stare at the ground like no spirit at all. The following morning which is yesterday, they went here early and tells dad about what happened. Batiti was very hot and still shocked though we wasn't touch by the bad guys. hehe It supposed to be Agaw in a shocking moment but Agaw was laughing while telling all the story. They all went at the shop and I dunno what happened next. When they back home, Batiti stay upstairs to there quarter and seems didn't know what to do. I ask our house maid why he seems like shock then Elvie told me that Kentoys nanny broke up with him... hehe I was then singing a desperate song to tease him.. and I told everybody the reason why he seems so affected when in fact, he wasn't being in jeopardy the night they were being attacked by the bad guys. hehe I ask Etang [Kentoy's nanny] why she broke up with him.. but she just smiled and didn't answer. So I ask Inday [ Mikiela's nanny] the reason why and she said, its because Batiti keeps on playing poker and no time for her. haha I told Etang to reunite with him before Batiti will think of committing suicide.. hehe I was trying to scare her the possible thing will happen to Batiti if she will not love him again. hehe
Now, Batiti is back to normal feeling and he now smile and talk. I assumed Etang told him to carry on there relationship. Oh well, what a life.... hehe Love can really affect emotions..
I have to end this now because im almost get cut off.. I love you so much my darling John.. I miss you so much and im thinking of you my love... speak later.. kissess mwahhhh!

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Christmas tree and phone call

I just done enhancing the photos I took just awhile ago. This morning I was doing my exercise before I do the house chores. Then by afternoon, I'd been busy decorating our Christmas tree. But I never miss thinking of waking up my darling through sending him sms. I took a shower afterwards then I had a little exercise again before eating my supper. I also watch America's Next Top Model then later on I went at Lyn-lyn's house together with mom, lalai and our housemaids to do our daily prayer like praying rosary. After we had done our prayer, I decided to take a photos of our Christmas tree before thinking of updating my blog. I checked my phone too before going downstairs and I saw 4 missed calls from my darling. I feel a bit sad for a moment because I miss to answer my John's phone call. But I said to my mind maybe he will phone me again later... so I carry on taking photos downstairs. When I was in my room downloading the photos, my phone ring's again and I feel so happy cause I knew it is from my darling. heheh Im so happy to hear his voice.. I love him so much and im missing him terribly.

I'm going to sleep now...later again...I love you so much my darling John.. speak later.. and dont forget Im thinking of you most of the time day by day and most of all, I love you lots...kiss mwaahh!
Below are the photos I took awhile ago... enjoy watching.....

Saturday, November 14, 2009

A little bit busy me

I was been busy today.. after chatting with my darling, I took a shower and had my breakfast. Then I went at Avon company to get the order of Batiti the six toes. I was shocked when I get inside because I thought there's only few FD [Franchise Dealer] when it's Saturday but there are still lots of FD in there. I didn't stay long inside Avon when the lady had told me that there is no more stocks of a gift set silver bracelet and necklace anymore. So then, I decided to go at Gaisano Mall to buy the sandals that I planned to buy but unfortunately, there is no more available sizes' aside from size 7. There are two other styles but it looks so ugly. I spend my time looking at the other brands of sandals until I found something better and at the same time, very comfy. I just hope my darling will like it. But I dont want to show it to him yet since I want it to be suspense. When I arrived home, it was already almost 3 o'clock... I took a nap for awhile and I woke up by almost 5pm and it rained hard for awhile. I read my darling's text message and it took me so long to reply because I have to wait till the rain stop. I wasn't feeling well before I had my afternoon nap but when I woke up, It makes me feel better. Right now, I miss my JOhn so much.. I'm longing to hug and kiss him... I love him so much.. I love you honeyyyyyyyy....hehe this is all for now... later again darling.. xoxoxo mwaahh!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

So happy

I had a nice day today.. as I woke up this morning, I turned on my pc right away and I went downstairs to make a coffee. When I went back to my room, I was looking at the mirror staring at my face. I waited for my phone to beep but when it rings, I was wondering why my darling has to phone me instead of just texting me. I thought he text me long time ago and I just didn't notice his text message but when I ask him why does he phone me instead of texting me, he replied that he intended to phone me but the first ring wasn't answered so he text me then phoned again. I guess I was downstairs when he first ring my phone. It was so nice to hear my darling's voice again.. its been a bit long already since the last time he phoned me. I love him so much as usual...

After chatting with him, I cleaned my room and washed my clothes.. then I waited dad and my brothers to get home so I can collect there debts to me. As soon as I get paid, I went right away at Avon to get an order of my sis-in-law lalai then I went at Gaisano Mall to look for a nice sandals and something for my darling... while I was on my way heading at the foot wear area, I saw Nova's sis-in-law Lyn2x and her mom and her aunte. Her sis-in-law is also pregy and expected to deliver a baby same month with Nova. I stopped for awhile and have a little conversation with her while Nova's mom was trying to figure out my name.. hehe So much for that, it takes only few minutes for me to look for a nice sandals but when I proceed to another thing that I wanted to buy right away was taking me so long like almost an hour before I finally found it...hehe my darling know's what I mean.

My phone gone flat when I get home so it took me so long to sms my honey.. but i'm so happy right now because he just phone awhile ago before I started blogging just now. hehe He phoned me twice for this day...hehe Im so happy... well, I will not make this long cause I have to write something important.... I have to sign off now... later again... I love you so much my John and lots of kisses mmwahhh! I will be dreaming of you darling! kisses again mmwahh!

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Another ordinary day of mine

Today is just another ordinary day of my life. I woke up, drink water and hot choco/mocha coffee then had my walking exercise. After awhile, I do the house chores like cleaning our rooms. Then I took a shower afterwards and then thinking what else to do and at the same time wondering if my John is dreaming of me.. hehe I was reading bible during my spare time and after reading, I fall asleep. It took me so long to wake up... I had my lunch-supper meal by 5pm. Then I had a look at my darling's blog because he sms me that he updated it. I love reading his blog because im interested to know what he has been up to and simply because I love him so much.
I had nothing else to say but to sleep now... hehe my life is not that so interesting until I will be living with my darling... It would be a new chapter of my life and full of wonders and happiness and maybe a little bit of sadness because i'll be missing my family here when that time comes and of course, trials is always been the twin of our life.. I just hope it would be not so troublesome but just a slight one to spice up life.
Okies later again.. I love you my darling John and kisses mwaahh! Im thinking of you my love.. Miss you terribly... xoxoxo

Friday, November 6, 2009

First Fri of the month

I woke up early today to attend the 5:30 am first Friday Mass together with my mom and the 3 housemaid's from my two bro and our housemaid. Then when we get home I went to my room right away check my phone if my darling is already online but since I don't have a text msg from him yet I decided to update my blog now before he could complain that im being lazy.. hehe

Yesterday, was just a boring, monotonous and a copy cut day of the other yesterday, in short, it was indeed same old story. That is why I only update this just now.

I miss my darling so much and I also think of my friend who is celebrating her 28th birthday now.. if she's reading this I would like to say H-A-P-P-Y B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y! Super Nova!! hehe I wish you Good Health and the best of Everything in your Life.. hugs and kiss mwahh!

I guess I have to publish this now because I have nothing else more to say but I Love You my darling JOhn.. speak now... mwahh!

Monday, November 2, 2009

Went out with my sis

Im so happy reading my darling's recent updates here in my page. It's been awhile since the last time a posted a blog here. But now here I am updating it. I have a great time chatting with my darling this morning, and as usual, love is getting stronger as time goes by for both of us. 3 months and 10 days left we wil be together again.. yeeehhhhaaahhh! hehe I feel extremely excited deep inside my heart. After chatting with my honey, I cleaned my room and to my youngest bro and sis room then I took a shower and went at Gaisano mall with Melody. We hang up there for about 3 hrs. because it took so long for my youngest sis to find a jeans that suits' to her taste and that would fit on her too. I think she's getting bigger since size 27 neither 29 wont fit on her anymore. She's now wearing a jeans size 30. hehe mine is 31 haha. I also bought 2 shirts as a replacement of my 3 shirts that has been sold. Meanwhile we chose to have a lunch at Port Cafe which is still inside Gaisano mall. I treat Melody since I still have enough money left from the profit I got to my 3 shirts. Good thing we ate lunch before we go back home because nobody cook for lunch in the house. My parents aren't home yet when we arrived home. Melody was in a hurry to fit her jeans again and matched it with her new shirt. If I didn't help her finding a nice one she would probably gonna buy an ugly one. She had a bad taste oftentimes thats why she always ask me to acccompany her everytime she wants to buy a new shirts or jeans. When we're home, I watched tv downstairs for an hour then I went at the near by store to load a credit to my phone so I can send sms to my darling John. When I got his reply I start doing my walking exercise with a music from the video karaoke. My legs get sore when I finally stop walking. But I feel better everytime I do my walking exercise. It burns some of my unneeded calories and as well as fats. Night time comes and I have nothing else to do but to get inside my room to post my updates and getting ready to sleep. So I guess this is now an adios for now... later again. I'll update this again if I have something new to share. I dont want to update my blog if I would just say something like what I already said yesterday. One thing more, I'm so happy that my John is so eager to learn more of my language...hehe im teaching him the deep bisaya version. ok, getting sleepy now... I'll be signing off now now... later again. I love You lots my darling my honey my love John. You are in my day to day thoughts always because I'm in love with you darling! kissess mwaahh!

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Happy Day From John

Hello Mistica, after work my mom phoned me and asked if we are going to Norwich. as she doesnt like driveing there by herself, so i drove her there. we went to the shopping centre's because my mom want to buy a electric fire that stands against the wall and looks like a fire place with the wood and coal burning. while my mom was looking at the fireplace's i had a look at the televisions. hehe i saw a 63" tv flatscreen which would look good in my lounge so i asked the man which works in the shop TAG PILA NA he said it was 959 pounds hehe. but i had to insist in not buying it because i knew i had to spend my money wisely. instead i was thinking about my beautifull Mistica. GIHIGUGMA KO IKAW MISTICA. After my mom had finished shopping we went to the travel agents in norwich. i have booked my flight to Davao, i will be leaving Uk on the 10 of Febuary 2010 and arrive in Davao on the 11 feb 2010 at 15:55. so now its all done all i have to do now is wait untill the date comes for my departure. myti gwapa ka lagi and it will be nindot nga makiti ka otra. I hope i am doing this right because i am learning your language and i dont really know if i am using the correct terms but i think i have it correct. but .... mag huna - huma sa ka hehe yes i am correct.
I hope you...nalingaw ka ani mistica and ok nia na imong halok
unsa imong buhaton karon?
because i will be cleaning my house now after i have finished writing this, but i will be thinking about you myti. okies i hope to see that you have also updated your blog account.
i love you baby
love john allways and forever
ps kisses and hugs mwah

Saturday, October 31, 2009

hello Mistica here is your big kiss love john
ps speak later

Thursday, October 29, 2009


I'm about to sleep now but I want to update my blog first so my darling has something to read when he gets home later. This morning after chatting with him, I went out with dad, kentoy and my elder bro at Olaer swimming resort to cool down since it was indeed very humid this morning. Around 1 pm we went back home. I felt very sleepy and tired since I was doing my exercise through swimming. I tried to send an sms first to my darling John before I decided to take an afternoon nap. It was already nearly 5 pm when I woke up. I checked my phone right away and I got 2 msg from my honey. I was wondering why 2 msg but when I read it, the first msg ain't done yet when it was send so thats why my honey had send another msg again telling how much he loves' me so much. I took a shower afterwards and have a hot choco drinks to warm up my tummy. Then I watched tv news to see what's happening to other places of Phil. I've seen burned houses and in the other part of a place is a burned building from Manila area and also in Cebu area, one from the hospital the energy generator blow up suddenly and also in the factory of clothes and flip-flops it burns so badly. The owner were almost indangered. There is also a new typhoon coming that will hit somewhere in Luzon area this coming all souls day.
Thats all for now..
But before I sign off, I want to say how much I love my honey John. Im so happy chatting with him this morning and the photos I've seen from Ibiza was indeed nice. I love you so much my love of my life. Tomorrow I'll be cooking spagette again its because tomorrow is Quiarra's first bday my elder bro's baby girl. But even if I get busy tomorrow you will never be forgotten because you always pass through my mind every single hour and day. That's because I love you my darling. okies signing off now..I have to wake up early tomorrow so I can go to church with the bday celebrant... hehe kisses honey mwaahh!

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Excited reading my darling's dream

I just woke up and I turn on my pc right away. I'm so excited to read my darling's dream about us. When I read it, it was indeed so very nice dream. It will come true one day I'm sure of it.. hehe so we're expecting a baby girl as our first offspring then. hehe
Dream is sometimes a message of the things that will possibly happen in the future. It give's you a sign or a hint or a meaning towards the future event. Or it can just be simply a dream without meaning at all.
Last night I didn't have a chance to update my blog because I was been busy typing the prayers to be memorize by my darling. And also I was typing about the message of Mother Mary she gave to the 3 children in Poland I think. Im not sure where was it happened. But while im reading it my hairs seems growing up. As I think about the past horrible event happening it seems related to the message of Mother Mary. I will email this to the friends I know and its up to them to read and believe it. I just want them to know what could be the possible happen if the people carry on doing an evil works and taking for granted about God. The message doesn't force you to believe .. its up to the people to believe it or not. They can chose their own choice. The message I got here is written in Tagalog language I will just translate this in English when my darling gets here so he would also know what's in it.
One day I dreamed to have an ideal family. A family that has a strong bonding to each other. A family close to God. I want my future children and my husband to be to also believe what I believe in God and Mother Mary. I want them to learn how to pray everyday before going to sleep. I want to live with them in a simple life and hopefully my future children will have a good friends that won't led them into doing evil works like discremination, lust, being pagan and other more.
I think im almost get cut off.. I will updated this again later. I love you so much my John. kisses mwaahh! speak later.

Monday, October 26, 2009

A plan for conversion

Today is Oct. 26th, Monday here 9:50 am as im typing in my laptop about the things running in my mind. I just woke up and I was thinking what will I do today. Then I suddenly remembered my John had told me he'll gonna post the photos from Ibiza a small Island of Spain where his mom and dad took there holiday last week. But I was surprised when I look on his page. It was a photos of me and him. The happy moments we got here during his second visit. But it doesn't dissapoint me because I love what he post there. I love it everytime he tells me how much he loves me just like the way I do to him. It made me smile after reading his posts. I was thinking to update mine tonight before going to bed but since I don't have much thing to do today, I decided to post now now... hehe

Yesterday was Sunday my John wakes me up almost 6 am telling his waiting for me to get on. I only have an hour and half to talk to him since I chose to go to church by 7:30 am. I am so happy chatting with him yesterday. One of our conversations was about converting him into a roman catholic. And i'm glad he listened to me to have his Baptism, Confessions, Holy communion, and Confirmation as soon as he gets back here by this coming Feb. 2010. I want him to recieve the 4 sacraments that I already possesed so by the time we get married at there place we can chose the Roman Catholic church without any impediments. We planned to get married at the church instead of civil wed. It makes me more comfortable if incase we can't get married here in Phil. at least we already have a blessing from God since we'd been married to the church already. So then, I already have one major plan what to do when he gets here...hehe

To be honest, I'm a kind of a woman who rarely make a long plan. A plan made before a week or months or a year is not in my vocabulary. I usually do an instant planning... hehe I planned a day before or in an actual day. Although I do plan sometimes like a month or a year to have or do this and that but it's all depends on the situations. I don't like the feelings of dissapointment. Thats why I make plan only when its very close to the day before the event. At least, it is certainly gonna happen. But like I said, it all depends in the situations. Because there are also things that needs to planned more than a months to make it well organize.

Well, thats all I can share for now... I'm thinking when will my darling John gonna post the photos from Ibiza.. hehe and I'm also thinking if my John is dreaming of me now since it is late night in his time now... I will just imagine that im there in his room looking at him and whispering : Honey, I love you - are you dreaming of me now? hehe. Okies i'll sign off now.. I will speak to him tomorrow and tell him to memorize the Apostles creed, Our father, Hail Mary and Glory be as his requirements to recieve the 4 sacraments in roman catholic.

Later again.
I love you lots my darling John
Kisses mmwahh!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

I miss my john I love him lots

I had a great time chatting with my darling today. I love him and I miss him so much. 4 months left and he will gonna be here with me again. I feel so excited to see him again and worried at the same time because I dunno where else can I tour him just within the boundery of Socsargen area or just 2 to 3 hrs drive from here. I do have some idea where to bring him but we can't just go to this certain place when its just me and him for over night or so because my parents are worried about us over something wrong happened. I don't want a chaperon anyway... hehe

I was thinking lately about what other people see for their future. I can't imagine myself being worldly. I never think or dream of being so wealthy here on earth. I wanna be rich in good works and being humble so when times come that I need to return back my life to God, I will have this reward to live with Him in His kingdom which we called Heaven.

I live here on earth to survive all the trials that will possibly come along my way. When I met my boyfriend John, I had this directions in life to love him eternally and build a family with him and to raise our future offspring's in the right path and close to God. I dreamed to have a happy family of my own one day just like what I have in my family here. I want my children to grow with fear and high respect to God. I want them to put God in the center of their life. I want my darling john also to be close to God so even when we are in our everlasting life we will still be living together. hehe

Money is not everything like what my darling often said to me. If you have lots of it, some people would think or presumed negative about you or it might gonna change your personality into worst? But to think about it, why would you change into worst when you get rich? is that mean you let your self controlled over money? do you mean you are out of your self and you just let the earthly things manipulated you? and when you die? you will go directly to hell. So, would you prefer being a hypocrite when you get so wealthy? Money for me is just my slave not a thing that can control or manipulate to change me into having a bad attitude. So if I get rich, its just nothing for me. Money can't bug me up to change my being me. I wanna live in a humble life.
Lots of people are better than me and smarter than me and richer but I don't mind because I don't care about what they have. They got their own lives and I got my own. I don't have time to get insecure of what they have because its not my nature to mind about it. I want to keep my love of my life, my family and friends forever close to me. To change into worst is to loose them also. I don't want it to happened and never it will happened because God is always with me who will guide me all the way to do good things in my fellow mankind. Yes, sometimes we commit mistakes and hurt someone else feelings, but nobody is perfect we do sometimes commit sins into each one of us and specially to God but while we are here on earth we have to be strong and always seek Gods help to guide us always and enlightened us the right thing to do. Right?!

I'm getting sleepy.. i'll sign off now. I love you lots my Dearest John. Kisses mmwahhh! till then.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Just fine Sunday

While I was waiting my pc to download the windows just now, I saw a big mosquito at the wall. It looks very unusual so I automatically slap it with my flip-flops. I wonder where the smallest alligator's been...hehe They just missed eating this big big mosquito with almost the same size of a " Piyangaw " an insect that smell so horrible.

Regardless of what I said just now, I wasn't thinking of updating my blog today since I don't have much to share for now. But when I read my darling's updates, it motivates me to post an updates too. I was smiling while reading his blog... It reminds me of a friend who also left her key inside her car... hehe my darling is getting forgetful.. I wonder where his mind flew.. It might be to somebody else.. hmmm joke! hehe. Sometimes I love to tease him during our chatting when I dont have something to tell like accusing him of having somebody else in his house...hehe I can see how his facial expressions reacted exaggely... hehe I just wanted to brake the ice. But I do trust him. There can't be love without trust in a relationship.
This morning I went at the church with my mom to hear a holy mass. Then later, I cleaned our rooms, wash my undies and fave shirts, took a shower afterwards, eat a little as my breakfast-lunch meal then I took a nap. When I woke up, I took my phone to sms him but my phone was flat. So I recharge it and wait until the battery gets full. If my darling did not tell me that he has an updates today, I might not post an updates here too because I was thinking he will update his blog later so I didn't turn on my pc this morning.

That's all for now... I'm getting sleepy... hehe I love you so much my darling John. Please tell Louise that I say happy birthday and I wish her all good things in life. Kisses my love mwahh! speak later.. wake me up.. hehe until

Saturday, October 17, 2009

from john

dearest Mistica i just want to say to you that i love you so much, you are in my everyday thoughts and i cherish our love we have. my heart is yours to be combined into one, and to live happy and forever and for our love to be pasted on for our children. love you Mistica
Love John

Friday, October 16, 2009

Happy and tired

I was surprised this morning when my sister-in-law Lyn-lyn shouted at my window saying I got a letter. I was taking a shower when she told me about it so I said to her to recieved it. I was so excited and get hurry to finish taking shower because I know its gonna be my John's parcel for me. My two sister-in-law Lyn-lyn and Lalai and my mom was so excited to see the photos that I told them. There were so amazed when they saw the photos and they uttered;
' it looks like in America. ' The usual scene they saw in american movie. I was also looking at the two maps givin to me by my darling's mom. My darling's hand writing and his mom's handwriting looks almost the same I beat John got more of his mom's genes. The photos was so nice I've seen the whole family tree of my darling. And also some nice scenes in there place. It was so nice I even keep looking at the photos.

Before lunch time, I went at Avon company to get the orders of my customers [ my two sis-in-laws and the housemaids. ] When I get there I was also surprised because I didn't expect there were lots of people in there. It took almost 5 hours before I reach at the cashier. I missed my lunched already good thing I ate my breakfast before I went there. When I get back home I already have a message from my darling. He sms me twice already. I was really so tired standing there at Avon co. waiting my turn. When I get home I rush to the kitchen and eat my lunch-supper meals then I replied to my darling's sms. I couldn't tell him why it took me so long to text him and about the parcel yet because it would take long sms if I would tell him exactly what happen to my day awhile ago... I dont have extra load for long sms... hehe and besides, tomorrow we will be chatting so I just decided to tell him during our chatting tomorrow..

Im going to sleep now.. I can't make this long Im so tired already.. I just wanna say, as usual, that I'm so in love with my darling john so much! I love you my love! kisses mwahh! see yah later in yahoo.. hehe gotta sleep now... thanks for the parcel my darling specially the photos and the maps please say thanks to your mom I like it so much.. It was indeed very nice.. okies im off now.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

I love You honey

I had a great time chatting with my honey this morning. But I didn't stay long online because I still have to do my daily exercise before the Sun gets hotter. While I was doing my walking, Fhoks was also busy trimming the grasses. The sun shine and hide in the clouds every single minute. It doesn't makes me get so sweat at all since the weather is not that humid. The sun was a bit gloomy and its a bit windy. You can already feel the spirit of Christmas. Is it really the spirit of Christmas? or just an aura of another super typhoon coming? I've seen in TV news patrol awhile ago that there's another super typhoon coming here in Phil.. This time is more stronger than the two typhoon that had been here before. And the main target is still in central Luzon area. It was forecasted that it will come by this coming Saturday. I just hope it will go to another directions going up to Luzon area. Like I said before, Mindanao is so far from any typhoon. So we don't really bother when there is typhoon coming but it makes us worried about the rapid fluctuations of food pricing. It is expected that prices of rice and any basic commodities will go higher because of the floods. It ruins the rice plantations and as well as the farms. Well, prayer is still the strongest weapon to fight against any trials that comes along our way. There is no impossible to God if we just ask Him and trust with Him. Ok, I'm off to bed now.. but before I finish this, I want to tell the whole world that I love my darling John so much! hehe ... I miss you honey. Kisses mwahhh!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Just a nice morning

This morning before I started my daily exercise, I tried to check first my Darling's blog if he has an updates. It made me smile when I saw his recent posts. Lately he suddenly have this motivation to learn my language. I'd been teaching him deeply pure Bisaya dialect. As you can see in his latest blog title it is indeed 'BIsdak' [ Bisayang dako ]. He told me that we can speak Bisaya once im living with him already. Thinking about it makes me smile and laughing because I can't imagine John will speak a deep Bisaya dialect. hehe but I am willing to teach him more of my dialect as long as he is seriously determine to learn about it. As far as I know, Bisaya is now recognized as our secondary language. It is no longer just a dialect anymore but a secondary language. So its just fine to teach him Bisaya instead of tagalog since his girlfriend is a Bisaya. Philippines is mainly composed of tagalog and bisaya people. People in Luzon area are considered as tagalog people while the people in Visayas and Mindanao are considered bisaya in general. Philippines is divided into 3 archipelagos such as Luzon, Visayas and Mindanao. So that's it! hehe I don't want to explain it further more because I don't want to...
This afternoon, I text's my Darling that I'm going to have a dinner at Mary Ann's house since its her birthday today. But the day was gloomy today and the rain stop time to time then it carry on. So I decided to stay in home instead and have dinner with my family. I was thinking of texting my Darling to tell him that I didn't go at Mary Ann's bday party, but part of my mind says, I will just mention it here in my updates and tell him tomorrow in our chatting that I didn't go. I miss my Darling John so much. And I love him lots. Im really so happy to have him in my life. I love you my honey...! I'm going to sleep now. Wake me up later when your on. Kisses mmwahh!

Saturday, October 10, 2009

I miss my Darling John so much

I'm so happy today because my period is almost over. This morning I cleaned my room and change my bed sheet, curtains and pillow cases. Afterwards I took a shower then ate my breakfast. Meanwhile, I went back to my room looking at the photos of me and my darling John. I also check his blog to see if he has an updates but unfortunately, he haven't updated it yet. In the afternoon I decided to buy cigarettes and juices to sell but before I went at Gaisano Mall, I waited first my darling's text message so I don't need to bring my phone anymore. When my two hands are busy holding heavy loads, I don't bring cellphone nor bag. I only bring the certain amount of money to use and put it in my pocket. I've learned my lesson already. I lost my phone and wallet ones. I don't want it to happen again. Pick picketer's are so rampant now a days and they are decisive with their looks. You may see them like an angel or no earth faces but behind it is an evil works. That's why I don't really trust talking to strangers when its not necessary to answer them.
I'm about to sleep now and I decided to update my blog so my darling John has something to read when he gets home later. Speak to you later honey. I miss you so much.. I was been thinking of you and I want you to know that I love you so much more than words can tell. I'm missing you so so much. okies honey later again.... kisses mwahhhh!

Thursday, October 8, 2009


It's so nice to wake up in the morning and read a nice messages in my Darling's blog. Right after a woke up I turn on my pc get connected to internet then check my darling's updates. I dreamed of him which makes me get awake a bit early like nearly 6 am. I dreamed he was playing poker and I wasn't with him. When I fetch him, he stood up where he was sitting and approach towards me and gave me hugs and kiss. I ask him are you winning? he just gazed at me and smile a little. I knew the answer was 'no' so I ask his opponent how much he losses. They never answered me the amount but instead, an idiomatic answers. So my mind says, ok thats 500 then. It makes me frown for a bit and I told him, give me a minute to play so we can recover what you just loose. After saying it, I woke up and had a wee. I never sleep back again and decided to check his blog cause he told me yesterday that he'll gonna update his blog today. It gave's me smile after reading his updates. He told me to dream of him and I just did! hehe... I had a nice time chatting with him yesterday. I miss him so much and looking around his room makes me feel like i'd been there too... hehe

I don't have new photos to post here so I just pick up an old sweet photo of us. That photo was taken the day my darling arrives at Davao City, Phil. I remember he took so long to get out inside the airport building. All passengers are already gone but I couldn't still see him. My bam got sore waiting for him to walk out. It took an hour before he showed up and it makes me so happy seeing him again personally. That was indeed so overwhelming happiness to hug him and kiss him again for real. He was in trouble for an hour inside the airport building due to his negligence... hehe whatever it is, it was his fault... hehe okies enough. I dunno what to do today yet but doing house chores is part of my daily routine. I love you lots my darling John. Speak tomorrow. I miss you as usual and always... I love you soooooooooo much! kisses mmwahhh! adios for now..!

Monday, October 5, 2009


This morning mom and I went at Robinsons Place of Gensan to witness their grand opening together with these two famous celebrities; Dawn & Donita. The day was so hot and humid with lots of people inside the supermarket and department store area. Later on we decided to transfer at KCC Mall instead its because Robinsons was too crowded. Even inside was very humid it makes us nearly feel dizzy. And the road was been so traffic like there's an accident going on in the middle of the road. Morning until afternoon the traffic never change. I was so excited when mom and I was on our way to go at Robinsons but when we get there our mood suddenly change. Some price of there products is a bit expensive compared to other malls although some are cheaper. But if I were to chose, I would still go at Gaisano or Kcc Mall its huge and relaxing and the price is just fine. As you can see I only have one photo posted which is in super market area its because we were in a hurry to avoid the approaching heavy traffic. I wasn't enjoying at all when we get there. They have some selected discounted items but I dunno... I can't tell exactly what I feel... I don't think I will love to go shopping there.....
Before these thing started, I woke up with my darling's text msg telling his online already waiting for me. While we were chatting I made him feel sad for a bit its because I wasn't smiling but later on it changes my mood and I gave him a smile. Sometimes I don't really smile when I just woke up because my face gets tight and it hurts the skin when I smile right away. But there are really times that I don't like to smile when I'm moody specially when my monthly period is coming. Ok, I don't have much to tell now...hehe I just wanna say that I love you so much my John and I'm sorry if sometimes I'm moody but don't worry it doesn't mean I'm cross... I still love you and my love for you never fades away its because I love you so much... you are my missing piece that completes my happiness.. I'm going to sleep now.. chat to you tomorrow my love.. kisses mwaaahh!

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Fine day

I just done chatting with my darling awhile ago and now im here updating my blog.
I'm so happy his webcam works fine today because the other past few days it keeps freezing. Yesterday I made him worried too much but I didn't intended to make him worried about me. I was waiting to recieve my eload but it took so long its because the lady who does the eload forgot to load it. When I get home from the church I got 5 miss calls from my darling already but when he phones me again he was relieved from worryness... hehe I love you so much my John and dont worry when it took me so long to text you because im just waiting for my phone credit to load and sometimes the network is in trouble. That's just the main reason why I took so long sometimes to text you.
Today, after blogging I will be cleaning our rooms and I'll try to do something that would take away boredom. It's sunny outside and the weather are just fine. The weather forcaster said lastnight that there will be a very super strong typhoon today but I dont see any signs of typhoon right now. It might go to any directions not heading here in Phil. Well, I just hope it wont come here specially in Manila area because they'd been truamatize already due to Ondoy typhoon last week. Let the typhoon come in GEnsan if it insist to get here in Phil. hehe joke!
We never experience any typhoon or calamities here because General Santos City is incircled with huge high mountains that protects us from any typhoon or calamities. Our main problem here is the terrorist who does the bombing when they want to take revenge when there high commander died in battle agaisn't the philippine militaries. But nature calamities is too far from here and we never had it here just heavy rains that's all but it doesn't give any major damages like in Luzon area.
I miss my darling John already..
honey, when you read this I wanna say
Good morning!
I love you so much
and im giving you lotss of
kissess mmwaahhhh! hehe
ok i'll sign off now.
Adios mi amor! hasta manana.

Friday, October 2, 2009

Expiration of my lucky internet card

Since my lucky internet card got empty, my blog page was also frozen for a couple of days. Many times I planned to update this but I was took over my laziness. Got to wake up by 4:30 or 5 o'clock in the morning so I can just use the off peak internet connection. I used to update this page at night time before going to bed but now I had to wake up early when ever I wanted to update my blog.
Lately, I'd been doing my exercises consistently aside from walking. I included the steps of going up and down from the stairs. My foot was getting sore but its ok it will just gone later when I get used to it.
Yesterday, while I was doing my exercise in the morning, I was being bugged by my conscience for not giving much of my time to my darling John. We were chatting that morning and an hour after I asked him to let me go so I can do my exercise because the Sun was rising already and it would be so hot to do the walking if doing it by 8 o'clock am. My conscience said, ' why not do your exercise alternately instead of giving less time to John. '
I was thinking of doing my exercise alternately while I was chatting with him but the other side of my mind said, ' you have to do your new exercise by 3 consecutive straight days then alternate later so it will take effect. ' That is why I just carry on. Today would be my 3rd times of doing it straightly which means, tomorrow I can give enough time for my darling John to chat online.
I love him so much and Im so contented to have him, to love him and live with him forever until I get very old.
The other two past days was just simply boring that is why I included new steps of exercise. I also sign in at AVON women company so I can avail discounts of there products that I used to patronise like perfume, lotion, shampoo, body wash, lipstick and my undies. More of my personal used are from Avon that's why I decided to sign in. I got 25% discount right away when I purchase there products. And if somebody wants to order Avon products from me, I can have the 25% discount of there payments. That's part of my benefits given to me by Avon as being an FD... hehe got an extra income if somebody will order Avon products from me. The possible target market I considered are my mom, my two sis-in-law, our housemaid and my brother's housemaids and our track men. I just hope they will order something from Avon so I can have extra income.
I think this is enough for now.. today I will be doing my exercise again then afterwards cleaning our rooms, and thinking what else to do.. hehe I love you so much my darling John.. kissess mmwaahh! speak online tomorrow..

Saturday, September 26, 2009

My finger nails

I'm waiting for my hair to dry up, so I was thinking of updating my blog.
Lately, it keeps raining here so hard during the day until 4 o'clock in the afternoon then it stop for an hour then it carry on raining at night time. But there's no lightning nor thunder storm when it rains. In Metro Manila there were 33 barangays affected by a huge floods due to a hard rains for two consecutive days. The roads were covered by floods and the floods almost reaches at the roof of the houses. It does cause to much trouble to the people living there.Good thing our place here in Gensan doesn't make too much floods over the roads anymore when it rains so hard. So much for that, I coated my finger nails with an ice mocha color and cut them at both corners to make it more attractive. I took a photo of it so I can post it here in my blog. hehe I did nothing much yesterday and today because it keeps raining and it is so inconvenient to go out neither to do my walking exercise. Tomorrow is Sunday already and its Melqui's b-day my youngest brother. He'll be turning 17 years old. I'll be cooking spagetti again for long life as what an old folks say so... hehe okies, my hair is dry now I can go to bed and sleep.. I'll be chatting with my darling John tomorrow. I love you so much my love... as usual, wake me up with your text msg.... kisses mwahhhhh! I miss you lots honey!

Friday, September 25, 2009

An odd experience

Just got a chance to update my blog now its because after my mother's b-day celebration [Sept. 22, 2009], Mikiela my niece was admitted at St. Elizabeth hospital due to her tonsillitis, thick phlegm that makes her hard to breath, and a high fever. The following morning was my b-day already but we dont have a chance to celebrate it. I felt a bit sad but its ok I dont feel like enjoying my b-day when somebody isn't feeling healthy in my family. That night in my
b-day I attended a bible sharing together with my mom, lalay and lyn-lyn at our chapel since I wasn't able to hear the holy mass that morning. Then afterwards, we went at the hospital to visit Mikiela. In the next morning, I spoke to her pediatrician asking if Mikiela is better and can be take home already... and so her doctor replied that she can go back home since everything is ok all the test of her blood, urine and stool are just fine. Mikiela stayed at the hospital for 2 nights and 2 days and the hospital charges accumulated almost 5k... good thing her dad has an insurance to cover up some of the charges... but still they have an excess of 3.5k... its not easy getting extremely sick it cost a lot..! its better to prevent than to cure... the injection is like a nightmare when I saw my niece being injected for her dextrose it makes me scared though... it took so long to find her veins.
When we were at the emergency room before Mikiela delivered at her room, there was a wife there who suddenly shout crying because her husband died after a minute and it was declared dead on arrival. It makes me feel like vomiting. Fhoks, Lyn-lyn and I were staring at each other thinking to back off and not to admit Mikiela anymore but when we look at Mikiela, she seems so pitiful because of her unusual way of breathing. She looks like an asthmatic child... Fhoks was a bit drunk and so tired that night... after I filled-up the form for admission, Mikiela got her dextrose injected and she was taken some blood for blood test then she was delivered heading to her room. That was a scary experience before my b-day... hehe if I wasn't so tired that night I might not able to sleep thinking of it.. but good thing I was extremely tired and sleepy. ok enough... my darling John has updated my page during my b-day and I find it perfectly made. He makes me smile when I read it... my John is so sweet and so loving thats why I love him even more and more each day because he is so understanding and lovable.. I love you so much honey!
Im going to sleep now.. later again..... mwah!

My mom and I in her b-day before we started our supper

My mom and I together with my nieces and nephews

The foods we prepared for supper

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Happy Birthday Mistica

23 September

okies today is my lovely darlings b day.... 28 years ago she was a little baby just born, and so cute she is, and now 28 years later she has become a beautifull woman. Mistica i love you,

I hope all your b day wishes comes true.. sorry about you not receiving the parcel, i was hoping you did receive its before your big day. but maybe its the post that was slow hehe.

it was nice to see you on your birthday on yahoo for the short while i did, but i understand your concern and feeling for fhok's daughter...

sorry to hear about fhoks daughter, hope she gets well soon. i am sure she is in good hands.

Mistica once again happy birthday, and i love you

speak later okies......i will be waiting for your text.

Love you darling

Love as always and forever

love John


Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Just being in the mood

I was about to sleep but the other side of my mind bugs me up not to sleep yet. So here I am updating my blog just typing any thing that comes' up to my mind. I dunno why im in the mood to blog.. maybe because the night is not so humid now.. it rains awhile ago when I was about to do my walking exercise.. and worst, I eat a lot during our supper... tsk.. tsk.. I need more exercise tomorrow... oh yeah, tomorrow is Sunday here and there's a big fight between Marquez from Mexico and Mayweather Jr... the world might gonna stop revolving tomorrow because of this big event boxing.. hehe
Lately, I feel like im getting oldy and my mind is getting so matured.. and maybe later on, wrinkles would be visible... I dont want to get old honestly, it makes me scared though because I dont have an offspring's yet... hehe joke! Im thinking what if, im a genius? maybe im already a Philosopher, a writer, a psychic, a linguistic and an artist now... yez, all of these I mentioned is what I want to be if only im eager and have a chance to achieve it... but sometimes im lazy and I dont have motivation to stimulate me for doing so. I love to observe things around me and to think of the possible reason why this things happen. But I dont like to share what's on my mind unless im being asked or if im in the mood to share it. hehe Often times, when I watch tv or when I went outside and see things that would capture my attention my mind suddenly runs into a questions and then formulate a conclusions.. people may think im just ignoring what I saw but honestly, I do wonder why.... ok, enough for now, I want to text my darling to tell him how much I love him.. and get ready to sleep so I will not keep on yawning while chatting with him tomorrow... I love you my darling john.. mwah!